Up close and personal

Up to?

2009-04-27T00:31:00.000-07:00

Went to chilled out last friday at Nikki's residence..Reached home at 5.30pm.

We had Jack Daniel with green tea..Took some pictures...Hope it turns out well..

Wish...

2009-04-27T00:26:00.000-07:00

Sometimes or at times..i do wish to get surprises along the way...something nice and sweet from friends...

Frustration

2009-04-01T20:49:00.000-07:00

I am frustrated!I am stress now! Wish someone is here to calm me down..Rather than crying in a corner or trying to control my tears..Arrgghh!!Can't do this alone anymore! I am tired!!

Sometimes..

2009-03-26T19:47:00.000-07:00

Sometimes my patience just wear off lah...abit pissed off now...but then patience is a virtue..what the hack if its wear off!?!

Counting down...

2009-03-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

20 days to go for my 25th birthday!

I am looking forward!!Well this year i shall do the same old thing..List down all the wishes like usual and do the little countdown thingy alone.. We shall see how is it gonna be like..

sometimes its about me...Just ME!

2009-03-20T01:38:00.001-07:00

Why is always the last minute kind of thing make me change my mind?..Why is always the time to move on but people just stop your movement?..Being alone is not bad afterall..I am happy who i am...

Sometimes you just don't get it!

2009-03-10T23:20:00.001-07:00

I am tired and wish to let go everything..I am tired of your nonsense!

sometimes you just don't get it..And you will never will!

Hope i am wrong...

2009-03-10T21:24:00.000-07:00

Caught Marley and Me at some mall near my home with Jacqueline.Kenny was right about the movie..The movie is great and heart wrenching for me and Jacqueline..

It reminds us of our baby boy Weckie..A twelve year old golden retriever.He is not in the good shape like he used to..It was kind of expected cos hes rather old..We cried and hugged each other.Pray that our baby boy will be ok..He bought lots of laughter and joy in the family..Not only that he is a super obedient dog (forget about puppy stages)..He will lean on you and sit beside you if you are upset..He will get upset with you if he see you upset..After a while, he will cheer you up by licking you up..He is such a real sweetie..

Let's hope he will be ok...Though i am going to tag along with my aunt and cousin to bring him go to the vet..Please do pray for him..even though he is a dog..Cos to me he is a baby..I can't bear to let him go..I love him for everything...

An irritatting tuesday morning...

2009-03-09T22:51:00.000-07:00

I was late for work about 15 minutes.Cos didnt sleep well last night.It's explains why i am irritatted now.. I am down with splitting migraine again it seems im not recovering well after i took painkiller.

Let's say i prefer to be loved than being in love with someone now.I am tired and upset couple of things..

I am still thinking should i keep my mane long or short. Although majority vote it long as they prefer to see me with big curl.

Gonna catch Marley & Me the movie tonight with Jacqueline. Hope it ends well from there for a tuesday evening.

Yes i am still waiting for some reply from a friend regarding couple of stuffs we spoke last tuesday..Shall see if this week how its gonna be like..

Is monday a really blue long day?

2009-03-09T00:45:00.000-07:00

I am at work on a blue long monday. YES!It is raining today!I am getting worried..cos i planned to wash my bedsheets today!!It seems kind like impossible now..Unless i use my clothes dryer.. I did cleaned my room yesterday..I know i shouldnt be doing that..cos the menses cramp is killing me and i find that my room pretty dusty..so i buckled up my strength to clean up the room..After cleaning up...Guess what i found!?

I FOUND ANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They sashayed their way from my tenant's room..I am getting reallly pissed about it...I am gonna get my mum to do something about it!!!!..We did peek-a-boo at my tenant's room..we found lots of sweet wrappers lying on the floor...I wasn't really impressed that time...Before i got my volcanoe errupt.. I shall do a test fire to see if my tenant cooperates with me..

Does anyone knows any natural cleansing aids to kill ants (forget about the ant/cockroach pesticides..I hate it alot.)..

I need it damn desperately..PLEASE!!!!!

Waiting game

2009-03-05T22:16:00.000-08:00

Waiting for a reply..seems tough..hate to play the waiting game..game is over..wass next?

What's wrong?

2009-03-04T22:28:00.000-08:00

I do feel like i am chimney now. I do not know what exactly gone wrong with me!I am like a caffeine addict now..

I need 2 cups of coffee to fill up my lunatic mood now a these days..I don't care what is good or bad about caffeine..I just want to fill up the lunatic moody mode in me...Think sometime when you stand at the cross junction of the road.You might get lost out of no reason or mind filled up of some "you do not know what the hack is wrong with you."

Seriously i do not need attention or love watsoever..But what is wrong then?!?!Can someone tell me?

wish

2009-02-25T22:00:00.000-08:00

it is always the last moment.happiness is part of memories now.wish time just stop.will god answer my prayer?

left behind

2009-02-25T20:33:00.000-08:00

old memories left behind.picture are just still moment with memories.life is short.

Back..

2009-02-25T20:29:00.000-08:00

new office.new people.new life.new career. life is good..

I am pissed!

2008-05-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

I simply hates everything now except some stuffs. I woke up this morning, i found something not right and something is gonna go wrong. I do not know what is wrong with me. But i don't think it could be hungover or i slept too little.

I took a quick glance in the mirror this morning before i head off to work. For some weird reason, i simply do feel like taking a brick or hammer to break the mirror. I hate looking at mirror now. I hate my mobile phone when it rings or incoming smses. I find it irritatting and its kinds of piss me now. I hate going online on msn to "entertain" their question on marriage. Everyone keeps bugging me when i am getting marry? Are you dating anyone now? What type of guys are you looking for...the list just goes on and on for days and hours!....

Firstly, i've got no intention of getting marry now. Cos simply i do not have anyone to marry to and i am not attach with anyone now. What type of male creature i am keen in dating or consider is really none of your business. I do know alot of you guys do concern about my happiness. It is not that i do not know you guys meant well for me. In fact, i do not think there is anything i can do much just to wait and play the fate game.

It would be fantastic if i could just sleep for days consecutive. (I did end up lazing around with a cuppa of coffee @ starbucks)

alcoholic?

2008-05-27T19:34:00.000-07:00

I do know i've been drinking quite heavy recently just for chill up and networking with friends.
But i am perfectly fine and i am sober enough to get home! A great thanks to all my friends out there been texting me to cut down on my alcohol.

I would say i've been feeling moody and depressed. I do really have the need to get out of the house to enjoy myself. I know i shouldnt be drinking and smoke alot. I do feel the need to chill myself and relieve the stress.

But i am glad that i am not an alcoholics though.

P/S: Don't ever try to find out how much i drink for the past 2 weeks. Because it is alot..

recently..

2008-05-19T23:55:00.001-07:00

I am getting drained and tired lately. My temper is getting from bad to worst. I am lack of patience recently till i tend to keep complaining some small little stuffs. SERIOUSLY!! (Please don't ever try me!)

I'll miss those time when i was totally patience listening to peoples around me despite the cursing ,swearing and complaints of all they got in their life. But right now i am totally exhausted. I took some time on the long weekend had a long cry to helps me bits but it doesnt seems to help much.

I do not know what the heck is wrong with me recently. I do hope i will get over it pretty soon.

Months just flew!

2008-05-12T21:50:00.000-07:00

Been really busy lately. Hardly had the time to go out with friends to chill up for wine tasting and some serious get to gather kind of session. My birthday is something i am not looking forward this year in fact alot of peoples knew about it.

My colleagues bought me a Canon Ixus 80is, creative Mp 3 player and chocolate hazelnut cake!!Trust me it is really nice!I was like in heaven when i get to taste the cake. I am trying to take some time out to list out where to go for some snapping sessions. My immediate boss is good to work with and fun to work with as well. My immediate boss love videography which is one of my hobbies as well.

My ex colleague met me for lunch at Fish & Co, he showed up with a pair Bose in ear headset!!I was touched and he paid for the lunch, despite i can't finish my lunch. We spoke and joke alot as usual back in the office those days.

One of my ex colleague showed up with a $70 worth of voucher from Takashimaya! I am really touched by all the gifts and those birthday greetings from friends.Despite, how busy they are they still smsed me and told me how much they miss me and those heydays.

Kaixin and i got pretty close due to the offsite event planning for the internal staffs event. I can't believe that we clicked really well like years of good friends like Joey. Event was held at grassroot club at Yio Chu Kang. I am glad it all end well. My immediate boss and other bosses enjoy the games we planned. The encouragement from my immediate boss somehow made me touched.

Recently ,i've got used to be more independent now a these days probably i am single. But of course i am enjoying my life at work and my hobbies. But for the meanwhile, i'll try to update my bits of life more often here..

See ya!