I am pissed!

I simply hates everything now except some stuffs. I woke up this morning, i found something not right and something is gonna go wrong. I do not know what is wrong with me. But i don't think it could be hungover or i slept too little.

I took a quick glance in the mirror this morning before i head off to work. For some weird reason, i simply do feel like taking a brick or hammer to break the mirror. I hate looking at mirror now. I hate my mobile phone when it rings or incoming smses. I find it irritatting and its kinds of piss me now. I hate going online on msn to "entertain" their question on marriage. Everyone keeps bugging me when i am getting marry? Are you dating anyone now? What type of guys are you looking for...the list just goes on and on for days and hours!....

Firstly, i've got no intention of getting marry now. Cos simply i do not have anyone to marry to and i am not attach with anyone now. What type of male creature i am keen in dating or consider is really none of your business. I do know alot of you guys do concern about my happiness. It is not that i do not know you guys meant well for me. In fact, i do not think there is anything i can do much just to wait and play the fate game.

It would be fantastic if i could just sleep for days consecutive. (I did end up lazing around with a cuppa of coffee @ starbucks)

alcoholic?

I do know i've been drinking quite heavy recently just for chill up and networking with friends.
But i am perfectly fine and i am sober enough to get home! A great thanks to all my friends out there been texting me to cut down on my alcohol.

I would say i've been feeling moody and depressed. I do really have the need to get out of the house to enjoy myself. I know i shouldnt be drinking and smoke alot. I do feel the need to chill myself and relieve the stress.

But i am glad that i am not an alcoholics though.

P/S: Don't ever try to find out how much i drink for the past 2 weeks. Because it is alot..

recently..

I am getting drained and tired lately. My temper is getting from bad to worst. I am lack of patience recently till i tend to keep complaining some small little stuffs. SERIOUSLY!! (Please don't ever try me!)

I'll miss those time when i was totally patience listening to peoples around me despite the cursing ,swearing and complaints of all they got in their life. But right now i am totally exhausted. I took some time on the long weekend had a long cry to helps me bits but it doesnt seems to help much.

I do not know what the heck is wrong with me recently. I do hope i will get over it pretty soon.

Months just flew!

Been really busy lately. Hardly had the time to go out with friends to chill up for wine tasting and some serious get to gather kind of session. My birthday is something i am not looking forward this year in fact alot of peoples knew about it.

My colleagues bought me a Canon Ixus 80is, creative Mp 3 player and chocolate hazelnut cake!!Trust me it is really nice!I was like in heaven when i get to taste the cake. I am trying to take some time out to list out where to go for some snapping sessions. My immediate boss is good to work with and fun to work with as well. My immediate boss love videography which is one of my hobbies as well.

My ex colleague met me for lunch at Fish & Co, he showed up with a pair Bose in ear headset!!I was touched and he paid for the lunch, despite i can't finish my lunch. We spoke and joke alot as usual back in the office those days.

One of my ex colleague showed up with a $70 worth of voucher from Takashimaya! I am really touched by all the gifts and those birthday greetings from friends.Despite, how busy they are they still smsed me and told me how much they miss me and those heydays.

Kaixin and i got pretty close due to the offsite event planning for the internal staffs event. I can't believe that we clicked really well like years of good friends like Joey. Event was held at grassroot club at Yio Chu Kang. I am glad it all end well. My immediate boss and other bosses enjoy the games we planned. The encouragement from my immediate boss somehow made me touched.

Recently ,i've got used to be more independent now a these days probably i am single. But of course i am enjoying my life at work and my hobbies. But for the meanwhile, i'll try to update my bits of life more often here..

See ya!