Up to?

Went to chilled out last friday at Nikki's residence..Reached home at 5.30pm.

We had Jack Daniel with green tea..Took some pictures...Hope it turns out well..

Wish...

Sometimes or at times..i do wish to get surprises along the way...something nice and sweet from friends...

Frustration

I am frustrated!I am stress now! Wish someone is here to calm me down..Rather than crying in a corner or trying to control my tears..Arrgghh!!Can't do this alone anymore! I am tired!!

Sometimes..

Sometimes my patience just wear off lah...abit pissed off now...but then patience is a virtue..what the hack if its wear off!?!

Counting down...

20 days to go for my 25th birthday!

I am looking forward!!Well this year i shall do the same old thing..List down all the wishes like usual and do the little countdown thingy alone.. We shall see how is it gonna be like..

sometimes its about me...Just ME!

Why is always the last minute kind of thing make me change my mind?..Why is always the time to move on but people just stop your movement?..Being alone is not bad afterall..I am happy who i am...

Sometimes you just don't get it!

I am tired and wish to let go everything..I am tired of your nonsense!

sometimes you just don't get it..And you will never will!

Hope i am wrong...

Caught Marley and Me at some mall near my home with Jacqueline.Kenny was right about the movie..The movie is great and heart wrenching for me and Jacqueline..

It reminds us of our baby boy Weckie..A twelve year old golden retriever.He is not in the good shape like he used to..It was kind of expected cos hes rather old..We cried and hugged each other.Pray that our baby boy will be ok..He bought lots of laughter and joy in the family..Not only that he is a super obedient dog (forget about puppy stages)..He will lean on you and sit beside you if you are upset..He will get upset with you if he see you upset..After a while, he will cheer you up by licking you up..He is such a real sweetie..

Let's hope he will be ok...Though i am going to tag along with my aunt and cousin to bring him go to the vet..Please do pray for him..even though he is a dog..Cos to me he is a baby..I can't bear to let him go..I love him for everything...

An irritatting tuesday morning...

I was late for work about 15 minutes.Cos didnt sleep well last night.It's explains why i am irritatted now.. I am down with splitting migraine again it seems im not recovering well after i took painkiller.

Let's say i prefer to be loved than being in love with someone now.I am tired and upset couple of things..

I am still thinking should i keep my mane long or short. Although majority vote it long as they prefer to see me with big curl.

Gonna catch Marley & Me the movie tonight with Jacqueline. Hope it ends well from there for a tuesday evening.

Yes i am still waiting for some reply from a friend regarding couple of stuffs we spoke last tuesday..Shall see if this week how its gonna be like..

Is monday a really blue long day?

I am at work on a blue long monday. YES!It is raining today!I am getting worried..cos i planned to wash my bedsheets today!!It seems kind like impossible now..Unless i use my clothes dryer.. I did cleaned my room yesterday..I know i shouldnt be doing that..cos the menses cramp is killing me and i find that my room pretty dusty..so i buckled up my strength to clean up the room..After cleaning up...Guess what i found!?

I FOUND ANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They sashayed their way from my tenant's room..I am getting reallly pissed about it...I am gonna get my mum to do something about it!!!!..We did peek-a-boo at my tenant's room..we found lots of sweet wrappers lying on the floor...I wasn't really impressed that time...Before i got my volcanoe errupt.. I shall do a test fire to see if my tenant cooperates with me..

Does anyone knows any natural cleansing aids to kill ants (forget about the ant/cockroach pesticides..I hate it alot.)..

I need it damn desperately..PLEASE!!!!!

Waiting game

Waiting for a reply..seems tough..hate to play the waiting game..game is over..wass next?

What's wrong?

I do feel like i am chimney now. I do not know what exactly gone wrong with me!I am like a caffeine addict now..

I need 2 cups of coffee to fill up my lunatic mood now a these days..I don't care what is good or bad about caffeine..I just want to fill up the lunatic moody mode in me...Think sometime when you stand at the cross junction of the road.You might get lost out of no reason or mind filled up of some "you do not know what the hack is wrong with you."

Seriously i do not need attention or love watsoever..But what is wrong then?!?!Can someone tell me?

wish

it is always the last moment.happiness is part of memories now.wish time just stop.will god answer my prayer?

left behind

old memories left behind.picture are just still moment with memories.life is short.

Back..

new office.new people.new life.new career. life is good..